im filled with mixed emotions. i have no idea should i be happy or sad.
this is exactly what happened, i was hoping to be employed by kinderland as a toddler teacher
but only during the interview on that day itself i was informed that there is only a vacancy left for infant teacher. Actually i did not expect myself to successful get in but with the passion and flair for children i got in and got the job easily.
this coming monday i will need to report at toa payoh safra club kinderland, but now i am kinda worried because the children im taking care of are infants at the age of 3 months to a year. they kant talk they only use crying to express themselves and i need to understand their expressions very carefully. putting aside the worries im sure i will do a good job because its my passion that is driving me.
during the moments in touch community, i can truly say that, time over there always seems to move on very fast or rather should i say time flies! children there are very adorable and gets along well with me they acknowledge me as miss tan and i just love the simplicity in children. they are very innocent no hatred no nothing but love. teachers over there are all so caring and approachable for help, they are also very understanding and patient in teaching me how to handle and do things. i love to bring a class of children to have a walk in the morning with the teachers looking at how fascinated when they see a bird on a tree or a plane in the sky, singing songs like twinkle twinkle little star, 3 little monkeys, 1,2,3,4,5 once i caught a fish alive and many more with them, having tea and lunch with them can be very enjoying as well, you can see how fast they finish their main meal just to get the bigger piece of fruits but in actual fact all the sizes are the same. bathing them will always get me wet because the kids are so cheeky they will soap my hands tgt with theirs, blowdrying their hair sounds easy but no having to be careful of the temperature and not burning their scalps, patting them to sleep and so many more. but i have to say that i cannot take a volunteer as my career. i will never forget the things i enjoy and love in touch.
phew. contradicting.
looks like i have to put this emotional aside
would like to give special thanks to boyfriend for sending me to childcare everyday without fail.
