after the help of my friends, i finally felt how dependent i am on my bf.
have thoughts about it and i realise,
DEPENDENT ON BF= MORE STRESS
cus he not only have to care for his own stuff but also another share of mine.
DOUBLE SHARE
and more stress = unhappiness
then i think to myself
why are we together?
becus we wan to have happiness.
so if im over dependent on him, i will have happiness but not him.
so i came to a conclusion,
I MUST LEARN TO GROW UP AND BE INDEPENDENT
at times i can still dependent on him
but i learn that i cannot do that everytime.
speaking of my independent trial day one
quite smooth, abit of wild thoughts but still can overcome it cus of the word TRUST.
constantly reminding myself of TRUST!
and as i took the first step today,
i realise it was not that bad after all
in order not to tink so much and the word trust,
instead i question myself of his love and devotion to me.
then i noe! he will not hurt me anymore!
believe and trust,
brought to you by:
JERELYNN BELLE
