It's been so long since I last did some blogging.
To me, blogging does not have to have large traffic but its more of like a place that I can update my life on.
and it always feels great reading back on how was I doing before.
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well, the reason why I kept procrastinating to blog, its because... IM PREGNANT.
yay! yes I am pregnant and now I am into my second trimester which is already half way through my pregnancy.
I always heard people saying that pregnancy is not easy to cope for some,
as they experience nausea and all,
and I always hope that I will not experience it that bad.
well I must say I had it much more worst than what ive heard.
I felt nausea not only on my first trimester but even till now.
I had occasional fainting spells due to my low blood pressure even before pregnancy
and ... I have absolutely no appetite for food.
so I heard gaining weight in pregnancy is normal
but I don't for the first four months only until recently,
I start to gain only 1.5kg on baby's fifth month.
making me very worried if baby is gaining enough nutrients from mummy.
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Anyway baby and I have decided to name our precious little one,
which is a princess, Cinderel.
Cinderel worry mummy when she is not even kicking at five months,
which some of my friends already experience kicking at 4.5 months.
and finally ... baby Cinderel did her first kick on a very guilty situation I put her in.
which is when I lie on my tummy.
I have not yet kicked the habit of lying on my tummy
thou many people who seen it will remind me not to,
but to me, the best position I am always in its on my tummy.
Guilty of such habit I love lying on my tummy,
when I read magazines on my bed,
when I surf net on my bed,
when I complete work task on my bed,
even when I am using my phone. I also do it on my tummy.
not forget my fave sleeping position is also on my tummy.
Tell me how not to?
I always had baby reminding me not to when hes at home
but on this day when baby went on his night shift, it was Cinderel.
taking over daddy's job.
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Recently, I am down with conjunctivitis (infection of the eye)
its so serious that the inner eyelid's skin peeled.
On Monday I went to the doctor when I had it on the right eye
doctor say I need to rest two days.
On Tuesday, I had an appointment with HDB to sign the agreement of lease which ive already applied for annual leave from my company.
and on Tuesday midnight the other eye got infected.
Wednesday it swell so bad, its so red and the skin peeled seriously.
I went to the same doctor again and he say it was more serious this time.
another 3 days mc given since he said it was contagious and I need to go back tomorrow for a review.
just for Conjunctivitis, I am away from work for a whole week now.
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Health aside, I don't think I am able to rest well on my medical leave
cus June is here and that means Children's Portfolio Submission is coming,
Follow by Meet the Parents session,
I really hope this long break from work can enable my body to have a good rest
so that I can go back to work all healthy and more efficient.
Pretty guilty that I had made someone angry cus when I am not at work,
emotionally affected too, cus I never like the feeling of upsetting people around me
I kind of create inconvenience for the teachers around me.
nonetheless, I hope things will get better when I am back.
from here, I would like to say to her: I am sorry for my absence but its definitely not on purpose. and I hope I can be forgiven.
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Goodbye!
